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I Like It Better Indoors

by Suzi

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1.
Harry Street 03:52
Well I can't tell if I’m getting better or if I’m getting worse cause no matter what I do this heaviness in my heart always lurks and any sort of passion I’ve had has gone down the drain and it’s so hard to see the light when you’re stuck in the rain And I put my worth in the hands of a self-centered awful man And I spent my years wondering if I was gonna be good enough for him So maybe I could learn how to love myself but I’ve been so fucking busy loving everyone else and I’ve been struggling to sleep between these dirty sheets and now they're calling the police They say, a girl is breaking down on Harry Street On Harry Street You never seem to hear a word I say so I will just get high Cause when I’m in the place all I can hear are the voices in my mind and they say you’re doing great don’t you worry you’ll make it out there one day honey I swear and it brought me to my knees cause that’s all I needed to hear But I still put my worth in the hands of a self-centered awful man and I spent my days wondering if I was ever good enough for him So maybe I could learn how to Love myself but I’ve been so fucking busy loving everyone else and I’ve been struggling to sleep between these dirty sheets and now they're calling the police They say, a girl is breaking down on Harry Street On Harry Street
2.
We were doing drugs in your bedroom At the party, I was dragged into I never thought id last the night But you pull me closer into you I told you I couldn’t move You told me I would be alright Now everything changed like The seasons and our lovers And I feel you lie to me Like I did when we were younger And now I’m sitting on the couch A cigarette hung from my mouth And it's telling me that I’m the fool For letting you walkout So I put it out Woke in the morning in your arms I've never felt so fucking calm I let you hold me like before It felt like childhood You made me feel just like we could Do anything we dreamed of Can we do what we dreamed of Before everything changes like The seasons and our lovers And I feel you lie to me Like I did when we were younger And now you’re sitting on the couch A cigarette hung from your mouth And you’re telling me that I’m the fool For trying to walkout But I’m walking out I miss you I do I miss you I do I miss you I do But I don’t think I want to I miss you I do I miss you I do I miss you I do But I don’t think I want to Now everything changed like The seasons and our lovers And I feel you lie to me Like I did when we were younger
3.
I've been thinking ‘bout getting braces but I fear it's much too late ‘Cause I’m getting old and I’m not sure You would love me if my teeth were straight It seems like all these questioned insecurities Are getting in the way And you’ve said all these awful things And I will look the other way But now I think I’ve realised Just how much I like this guy He tells me I’m special even when I fear I’m not the bright He’s all I think about There's words inside my mouth But I can't get ‘em out And I can't get it out So please love me So I don’t have to Well you’ve been thinking bout All the words that I’ve been putting in your mouth And it's getting hard and you’re not sure You’re strong enough to stick this out But ill get help and ill get better Maybe you could find a will stay Cause I’ve done all these awful things And you can look away And it sucks cause I’ve realized Just how much I like this guy He tells me I’m special even when I fear I’m not the bright He’s all I think about There's words inside my mouth But I can't get ‘em out And I can't get it out So please love me So I don’t have to So please love me So I don’t have to So please love me So I, so I I don’t have to So please love me So I don’t have to
4.
Winter 02:43
Ill watch you sing And ill watch you sleep till I sneak out one night To go buy us weed So when you wake up we can drink and we’ll smoke Talk about everything we’ve never owned And ill say this house just don’t feel like a home And you’ll say that I’m welcome When I feel alone And ill never tell you that I feel this low But this is the winter and this is the snow Cause this is the winter and this is the snow I fucking hate winter when we’re all alone And you know I love you And ill spend my days Trying to prove it till you feel the same And I wish that we could stay forever this way But you’re getting too loud and you get in my way I know that this Is what you said id hate but I thought I could cope I thought I could take it But nothing feels right And everything changed Nothing feels right and nothings the same Cause nothing feels right and nothings the same I fucking hate winter cause everything’s changed.
5.
Coming Down 03:19
Well I’ve been stressed and I can't sleep Been staring at my phone for weeks Trying to find a reason I shouldn’t call you And everything before right now Has felt like a massive kick into the mouth But I’d do that for you And everyone says I have lost my mind But I know that their wrong cause I know I’m Just trying to figure out what to do with my life And it fucking sucks when you don’t even try I've been coming down for weeks I don’t talk to you you don’t talk to me And ever since that night I don’t feel so good I don’t feel so right Feel like I lost a friend could we just try this again Could we try this again I cut my hair and shave my legs I'll push myself to the fucking edge But I’d do that for you And I think you find it funny When you’re kissing her right in front of me Like I don’t adore you And everyone says I have lost my mind But I know that their wrong cause I know I’m Still trying to figure out what to do with my life And it fucking sucks when you don’t even try I've been coming down for weeks I don’t talk to you you don’t talk to me And ever since that night I don’t feel so good I don’t feel so right Feel like I lost a friend could we just try this again Could we try this again
6.
I haven’t showered in a week Not sure you’d wanna be with me When I look like this and not like her Got holes in all my favourite shirts And I know its time for me to leave But ill keep telling you I’m sorry ‘Till you kick me to the street And I’m asking strangers for money Or at least a lift home But probably money So I can buy a frozen coke And ill sit here by the water Watching you fall harder for her And I’m not the way I used to be It seems I’ve lost my self esteem I haven't googled you in days I’m pretty sure I’ve found my way Out of this mess, I’ve been in Still miss our chats on MSN And I wonder if my dog can tell I've got nothing left to give this world Dishes fill up my kitchen sink But she still thinks I’m the best damn thing Cause I feed her every day And she hasn’t run away Can't remember when I ate But ill sit here by the water Watching you fall harder for her And I’m not the way I used to be It seems I’ve lost my self esteem Smoke is filling up my lungs I think that I’ve done something wrong And I’m choking every time I speak I think its time I let you be I haven’t showered in a week Binge watch reality tv If you were here you’d laugh along But now it's just me and my dog

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released April 28, 2020

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Suzi VIC, Australia

Sincere, honest and a mess at the best of times, Australiana-folk artist Suzi is unafraid to kiss and tell. Serving up honest and relatable lyrics, weaved into high energy instrumentals, she creates tracks that will hold your hand through the darkest times.

From the heart of the Peninsula, Suzi’s music is a tell-all tale of the struggles of growing up and feeling vulnerable.
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